If you were a perfect God would you NEED people to worship you?

Think about this for a moment. The christian God needs to be worshipped sooo badly that he will resort to sending billions of condemned souls to a lake of fire to be tortured throughout eternity if they do not worship him correctly. I guess he just has a low self esteem and needs our praise in order to validate his feelings of self worth. Christians, your God is a narcissist. He has contradicted himself in a countless number of ways and you brainwashed little sheeple keep defending his actions and your perverted sense of morality with your pathetic arguments. Christians, do you have any loved ones who have died without Jesus and if so than how do you feel about knowing that your loving God is having them tortured in a lake of fire and brimstone forever and ever?